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Miss Jenni-Maie:
The only one I worry about is Mark. Andrew is pretty normal, just lazy as hell.
I remember a few months ago, Mark had one of his "episodes" where he smashed the windshield of the car with his cellphone, smashed his glasses, and punched a few holes in the wall. We had to call the police and the Crisis Hotline.
That was a long Monday.
He's basically two other people, and he reminds us of it often. It's like we have to watch what we say around him like walking on broken glass. I remember on time he said he was going to do some drastic thing and I just rolled my eyes and said, "In your hallucinagenic dreams." and he just flipped out, and just like you Moezy-chan, he pulled a knife on me.
What the hell is with guys and sharp things! Ah!
Anyways, it's rare these days that he's like that, so I don't worry too much about it. But, with 15 years of living with a not-so-sane person, I've learned to fight back, hehe.
moezychan:
--- Quote from: Endoh on September 05 2005, 03:05 pm ---The only one I worry about is Mark. Andrew is pretty normal, just lazy as hell.
I remember a few months ago, Mark had one of his "episodes" where he smashed the windshield of the car with his cellphone, smashed his glasses, and punched a few holes in the wall. We had to call the police and the Crisis Hotline.
That was a long Monday.
He's basically two other people, and he reminds us of it often. It's like we have to watch what we say around him like walking on broken glass. I remember on time he said he was going to do some drastic thing and I just rolled my eyes and said, "In your hallucinagenic dreams." and he just flipped out, and just like you Moezy-chan, he pulled a knife on me.
What the hell is with guys and sharp things! Ah!
Anyways, it's rare these days that he's like that, so I don't worry too much about it. But, with 15 years of living with a not-so-sane person, I've learned to fight back, hehe.
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I remember you said that one of your brothers pulled a knife on you. I know how it feels. I near about had a heart attack the first time, and the last time I actually thought that I should allow him to kill me. Part of the reason I was suicidal. I almost succeeded. I knew I was going to die eventually, but I wasn't going to let him do it, so I had 2 options. 1: try to get out of the house and find my own place, or 2: kill myself. I couldn't afford to move out, so I attempted to kill myself. Glad to hear that your brother hasn't tried to hurt you lately.
Just be careful when you're around him. Sounds like his attitude is similar to what my brother's attitude was.That boy needs severe counseling!
Moon:
Oh my gosh. o__x; ( and I'm so glad you haven't killed yourself, Moezy-chan.. but..you did attempt to. Hmm. ) My brothers have never pulled out a knife on me before. Sure, we get into fights but not really physical ones. Sheesh. Seems like like our silly fights are plum gentle compared to the stuff you gals go though with your brothers.
I'm actually on good terms with both my brothers. Since they're older, I feel like I can have conversations with them ( or they're girlfriends. Nice girls, too. Willing to talk to me and my parents. ) It's nice but it doesn't stop them from teasing me.
It's so wonder why I'm often known as a "innocent angel" because I've never been though really hard situations or sexual ones or whatever. Because I don't drink or smoke or what have you, I'm such a goodie-two-shoes. Well excuse me for not wanting to become pregnant! --; Plus, smoking is gross ( and it makes your clothes/hair smell.. ruins your teeth... etc etc ) Drinking messes you up. Sheesh. ( No offence, it's just my opinion. )
I feel like a lone sometimes, but even so, I have some pretty good friends.
Miss Jenni-Maie:
Yeah, we've tried to get Mark help, but he says the psychiatrist looks at him funny and refused to go back.
I wasn't really suicidal, but around the 7th grade I used to cut myself. Only my legs though (mostly behind the knees where it's most sensitive...why am I giving details?) since I didn't want anybody seeing cuts on my arms during ballet and such. I don't know why I did it, but I always felt relieved once I did. I guess it was a control thing.
What I always hated though, were people at my school who would cut themselves, and delibrately show it off. I'd hear them like, "yeah, I hate myself and I just want to die." and a long list of what's wrong with them. I'd just roll my eyes and say, "Do you need a pole for the sport of compliment fishing?"
That always annoyed the hell out of me, and still continues to do.
moezychan:
--- Quote from: Endoh on September 05 2005, 03:38 pm ---Yeah, we've tried to get Mark help, but he says the psychiatrist looks at him funny and refused to go back.
I wasn't really suicidal, but around the 7th grade I used to cut myself. Only my legs though (mostly behind the knees where it's most sensitive...why am I giving details?) since I didn't want anybody seeing cuts on my arms during ballet and such. I don't know why I did it, but I always felt relieved once I did. I guess it was a control thing.
What I always hated though, were people at my school who would cut themselves, and delibrately show it off. I'd hear them like, "yeah, I hate myself and I just want to die." and a long list of what's wrong with them. I'd just roll my eyes and say, "Do you need a pole for the sport of compliment fishing?"
That always annoyed the hell out of me, and still continues to do.
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I was also a cutter, but I did it on my arms. Only thing is, I used my fingernails. They grow really fast, and they seemed like the perfect weapon. For me it was also about control. I did it on and off for 3 years.
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