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CapturedWings Diary 2006
Director of Music:
January 31, 2006
Nothing in particular today. I'm still not sure which highschool I should go to. If I go to the highschool Im zoned to, I have friends from elementary school. But if I go to the school that I want to go, I have friends that I've known for 3 years now. I had to get a course selection sheet signed by a couple of teachers, and my friends were like, "WHATS THIS?!?! YOUR NOT GOIN TO CHS???" And I had to calm them down saying, that there was a chance that I couldnt go to CHS. Then, they said to me, "You have to go to CHS, and get top band there...or else Imma stalk you!!!!!" Even my band director was a little shocked when I asked him to sign for the section for 'Band' I had said, "Could you sign this just in case I can't go to CHS? Because I'm zoned to KHS." and he was like, "Now what?!" (but he signed it. XD He has to XD) *sweatdrop* Everything's so messed up. I have freshemen, sophmore and a couple of junior friends at CHS. Plus the friends I've made for the past 3 years. At KHS, I have friends from elementary school whom I've known for quite a while. But my band friends who are already in highschool, are kinda counting on me to go to CHS, and "strengthen" the clarinet section.
It was like that for elementary school too. I was zoned to one school, but went to another. I really don't know anymore. It's like if I please one group, I disappoint another. -_-"
suu_no_clover:
January 31st 5:22PM
Another odd day. We watched "America Rock" in Social Studies class, and my teacher kept rewinding to the part about the preamble to the constitution until everyone one sang along. :dodge: I can't tell you how many feathers I drew all over my notebook that period.
When I woke up today, the first thing I had said was "Wah... Tsubasa Comes out today!". So after school, I pranced marrily down the hill to catch the "L" to the local bookstore, to pick up TRC volume 8. I didn't pay the fare, as there were too many people in line, so I just hopped on the back. Got to the bookstore, everything was fine and dandy. I got one of the only 2 copies they had of the book. (Who orders so few? I mean REALLY...) and went to pay.
I had a pocket full of change and 4 dollar bills, and thought I'd be fine. In reality I was a nickle short. The cashier was fine with it, and said she'd pay the rest, and I left. I walked to the bus stop, fumbled for my transfer pass... and realized I'd spent my bus fare. :tard:
It was a looong uphill walk home.
-Owari-
Cherry-chan:
January 31st, 2006
I absolutely hate myself.
As always, nothing happened at school today that was even remotely interesting. My friends still can't believe that I don't care about our school's rumored couples and where they went on their date and how so and so was flirting with so and so. Who the hell cares? At my age, it's not like going out with a guy is going to get you anywhere in life. I bet 0.01% of my school's couples is going to get farther than college.
What important happened right now.
I feel like crying. I was looking at the latest reviews for one of my stories that I recently updated, and was heartbroken to find an Anonymous reviewer ripping apart every single aspect of my story and not talking about good things in my story. I'm annoyed. How can they ******* talk about my story that way when they don't even have any stories of their own? They say, "oh, this is constructive criticism, you shouldn't take it the wrong way", but what the hell? What normal person WOULDN'T take that review badly? They said, "you make Sakura sound like a whiny 13 year-old and Syaoran a conceited snob". Have I really done that? I'm a horrible writer, I know. I better just delete my stories right now. It'll save everyone the trouble of writing a review that says the story is great when really it's a lie. I knew flames and put-down "criticism" would come sooner or later with my bad writing, but why did it have to be this harsh and mean? I haven't been writing for too long, and they said (and I quote) "You should read GOOD writers' fics so you can get some good writing tips from them." Yes, they said good in CAPS. That hurt. Horrible ranting, I know. I'm sorry.
Onto another thing:
Is it right to have a crush on someone you know you don't have a chance with? That's me. I'm never going to get a chance with my crush. For one thing, I haven't even met him in real life. And is he going to go for a person like me? I'm the ugly, immature duckling compared to my sisters, who are the swans. Am I really just going for the, "can't get him" guy? He sure as hell doesn't know how I feel. Oh god, give me a strong dose of reality. Snap out of it, Cherry-chan! You're never going to get him. He's just a crush you're not going to remember in a couple of years. But how could I not remember him when he's on the internet, where I go on everyday? Help me.
I'm pathetic. I'm trying to do something I'm not capable of doing. That's it- NO MORE NICE CHERRY-CHAN! I don't care what reviewers say! I'M WRITING FOR MY OWN PLEASURE! NOT TO PLEASE SOMEONE ELSE!
Sending hopeless, sad love your way,
Tearful Cherry-chan
babypigggy:
feb3rd/06.
___pigggyy~
have you ever found something out..taht you didnt exactly want to know?
f*** it. i give up.
Ando:
February 3rd, 2006
Today I overslept badly, due to the old 'I'll just close more eyes for a minute more or two, I won't fall asleep...'. Well, it had the positive effect that I got time to read the paper - which I seldomly have time for in the morning as I always get out of bed as late as possible - and being online for awhile in waiting for the bus. As I've only slept for about two hours the last three nights, I was really tired and didn't get any work done at all. Gotta catch up on that during the weekend. Once back home, I've been lazying around on the Webb as always, having some chicken noodles for dinner and thinking to myself for the hundred time that all those dishes won't do themselves no matter how badly I want them to... and neither will the vacuum cleaner start cleaning by itself, or all dirty clothes lying around on the floor find their way to the washing machine without my help.
Anyway, after dinner I tried watching a movie on TV that I hadn't seen in ages, but I kept falling asleep. Bummer. This day was far from interesting, and the worst thing was that that special person didn't show up today either, as seeing her smile would definetly have made it worth bother to get out of bed today. Speaking of bed... mine sure does look very comfortable and tempting right now...
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